IDK CALLED I FEEL
I feel like I’m going insane
An overwhelming dinging noise keeps cracking up my,
skull from the top of my head down the back of my neck,
A hurricane of change takes over in split moments,
Death and regeneration consecutively overlap.
Don’t leave
Please don’t leave
Don’t leave me
Now leave me alone
I want to be alone
Always stick by me
Always alone
Never lonely
Lonely with you
I don’t feel happy
I don’t feel sad
I don’t feel present
I don’t feel lost
I don’t feel
I feel it all
I feel it all too much
I want to stop feeling
I want to feel
I want to feel alive
I want to escape
I want to leave my head
I want to be at peace
I want to be with you
I want to feel myself
I want to feel like me again
12 May 2023, Monaco