Oh, how am I?
i'm doing alright
coffee in the morning
blue pill to sleep at night
I stay up all night
Oh, how am I?
never not alone
reading books
scrolling through the phone
I've been avoiding the clock
Oh, how am I?
i'm doing just fine
all the days have blurred together
merged in static and beige
I stay up all night
Oh, how am I?
it's been two years now
by that estimation
i should be good
still I have nightmares
I don't go out in public
Oh, how am I?
It's good to be back home
It's? Good? to be back home
waiting by the phone
No one calls anymore
no notifications
my social calendar is empty
looking for love in the wrong places
still
i'm
empty
Oh, how am I?
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
how am i
