It’s not that serious
But it is
But it’s not
But it is
But it’s not…
You feel this way, that’s serious enough
But it’s not
But it is
When I play my violin it’s not this never-ending train other people are stuck on
It’s just a sense of relief
That’s serious
But it’s not
It’s not the same
It doesn’t have to be, it’s still serious
You throw up…that’s serious
Is it though? Because it doesn’t feel like that
It doesn’t feel as crippling as others describe
But…
I sweat when I speak
I throw up at the thought
I cry at the awkwardness
I stress over the thinking
I feel dramatic and attention seeking because it doesn’t feel serious
I don’t think it’s as weird as it seems…but I don’t think I can get pass
I don’t feel much
I feel everything
But…
It’s really not that serious
