I can’t forget the first few times you didn’t seem alright
I can’t forget how I couldn’t sleep at night
I can’t forget the empty bottles on the living room floor
I can’t forget how I knew I deserved so much more
I can’t forget my clenched fists against the sheets
Or the tears that came rolling down my cheeks
I can’t forget my sunken eyes
Or every single one of your lies
I can’t forget the night I watched you almost die
Every time I attempt to forget I wonder why I even try
I can’t forget the night you put your fist next to my face
Or how you never blamed the person but always the place
I can’t forget the day you left and didn’t shed a single tear
And I will never forget how it felt when you weren’t here