I think the hardest thing to do is to breathe
To cry
To let your emotions break free
But it so easy to bury them
To pretend everything is ok
To look as though everything is under control
To hide it under your skin
When all you want to do is scream
Hit a wall
Or maybe its this year
Where I release everything
That shatters my mirror
Hurts me worse than bruises
Emotions or overreacting
Like people will say?
I am just overreacting?
Or am I losing myself completely?
Who knows anymore?
The fear now is if I will ever return to normal.
If normal is the new thing
Or will have this thing
Digging at me
My whole life
Destroy all the relationships
I hold dearly
Or will it ruin a new relationship
I come across.
Who knows anymore?
